I've been in a real slump the past couple of days. I can't do anything... not even lift my 11 month old. I just lay around. Depression which I fought as a teen seems to hit me in waves and then I battle it out and then it smacks me down again. Here I go bringing you down more... sorry
suffice to say I need prayers because this whole episode has me crying in private at every turn. More surgery is in the future, they could not do everything because of the gangrene. I'm just such a mental wreck. And I can't share it with anyone in my family, esp my kids. They need to at the very least be free of more mommy burdens.